"The joy that I have experienced is from the uniting of my family and their love and respect. When I came to believe that and feel that was at the age of 25. I felt it when I was a kid but I was introduced to it later in a more passionate and respectful way. The greatest model I have that introduced me to that is my mother. That has been my greatest joy. My family and friends have helped me to understand the meaning of that joy.
"I miss the passion of helping others though. I think I went to an extreme in my helping others and I needed to find a balance in my life of caring for myself and others."